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A Continued Existence? |
Q - How can A.A. best assure its continued existence?
A - Since the beginning of recorded time, many societies and nations of
civilizations have passed in review. In those great ones that have left
their mark for good, in contrast with those who have left their mark for
evil, there has always been a sense of history, a true and high constant
purpose, and there has always been a sense of destiny.
In the societies which failed to leave a bright mark in the annals of the
world, there was always a false or boastful sense of history, always a
mistaken or inadequate purpose and always the presumption of an infinite, a
glorious and an exclusive destiny.
In the societies that left their mark of goodness on time, the sense of
history was not a matter for pride or for glory; it was the substance of the
learning of the experience of the past. In the purpose of such a society
there was always truth and constancy, but never a supposition that the
society had apprehended all of the truth - or the superior truth. And in the
sense of destiny there was no conceit, no supposition that a society or
nation or culture would last forever and go on to greater glories. But there
was always a sense of duty to be fulfilled, whatever destiny the society
might be assigned by providence for the betterment of the world.
This is the crossroads at which we in A.A. stand. This is a good time to
re-examine how well we have looked upon our A.A. history and how much we
have profited by it, what false insights or false glories we may have been
extracting from history - to our future detriment. It is a moment to examine
the purpose of this Society. Indeed, we are very lucky to be able to state
as the nucleus of that purpose a single word: sobriety.
Quite early we saw, however, that sobriety in abstinence from alcohol could
never be attained unless there was sobriety and more quietude in the false
motivation that underlay our drinking.
When the Twelve Steps were cast up - without any real experience and
therefore under some Guidance, surely - we were given keys to sobriety in
its wider implications. We have been blessed with a concrete definition of
purpose but, for all its concreteness, we could still abuse it and misuse it
in a very natural way.
Some times we begin to think that perhaps, according to Scriptural promise,
the first shall be last and the last - meaning us - shall really be first.
That would indeed be a very dangerous presumption and never should we
indulge it. If we do, we shall compete in history with other societies who
have been ill-advised enough to suppose that they had a monopoly on truth or
were in some way superior to other attempts of men to think and to associate
in love and in harmony.
We may look out upon our destiny with no violation of our principle that we
are to live one day at a time. We mean that, emotionally, each in his
personal life is never to repine upon the past glory too much, in the
present, or presume upon the future. We shall attend to the day's business
but we shall try to apprehend ever more truth from the lessons of our
history, not the lessons of our successes but the lessons of our defections,
failures and the awful emotions that can set us loose upon us. For these,
indeed, are the raw materials that God has used to forge this still rather
little instrument called Alcoholics Anonymous. So we may look at destiny and
we may ask ourselves about it and speculate upon it a little - if we do not
presume to play God.
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(G.S.C., 1961)
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