I have tried to identify all that I could
find to identify for myself and other readers of the Big Book,
Alcoholics Anonymous,© here. Many are well known already, some not
so known. Most of the information comes from AAWS published or other
recovery oriented literature. A small percentage is based on word of
mouth information. The later I have included only if I could seem to
verify it with more than one unrelated source. Concerning use of names,
I cannot guarantee that this file won't be seen by individuals who are
not members of AA, so I have tried to use first name and last initials
only for AA members in the spirit of our Traditions.
But what use is all this? Admittedly, when I first started making
the margin notes about this information it was probably more for what I
call Jeopardy knowledge ... information whose sole purpose is to
impress others. And yes, I did find some easily impressed folks. At some
point I started using it to identify individuals associated with little
stories in the pages so I could find out more about them and how they
stayed sober. When sponsoring folks I often refer them to find 'more of
the story' to parts or people they seem (or might be likely) to identify
with. Sometimes that's based on them telling me about something they've
read. Other times I might base their assigned readings on geographic
local, occupations, service history, etc that I think they may identify.
Although it has died down somewhat, the issue of how to address 'outside
issues', especially those cousins of alcohol, that are part of
many of our stories can be addressed by studying how they are handled in
the Story section of the Big Book. Those are just a few of the uses I
have made of this information. Hopefully you will find it useful also in
studying the Big Book and working with others
? -marks mean just that. Where possible, many are followed by a "best guess", but there is still some uncertainty that guess is correct.
| Page | Name | Description |
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Preface |
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| xi | Silkworth | Dr.'s Opinion |
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Preface 2 Ed |
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| xv | Bill W & Dr. Bob | NY stockbroker & Akron physician (they first met on 5/12/35) |
| xvi | Ebby | alcoholic friend in contact with Oxford Group |
| xvi | Dr. Silkworth | NY specialist in alcoholism |
| xvii | Bill D | AA#3 (Eddie R was actually 1st but he didn't stay sober) |
| xvii-iii | Dr. Harry Emerson Fosdick | noted clergyman |
| xviii | Fulton Oursler | editor of Liberty mag. |
| xviii | John Rockefeller Jr. | gave dinner |
| xviii | Jack Alexander | wrote Saturday Evening Post article |
| xx | recovery rate | alcoholics who came to AA & really tried, 50% got sober at once & remained that way; 25% sobered up after some relapses, and among the remainder, those who stayed on with AA showed improvement |
| Doctor Opinion | ||
| xxiii-xxx | Dr. Silkworth | well known doctor |
| xxiii | Bill W | patient he regarded as hopeless |
| xxv | Bill W | one of the leading contributors of this book |
| xxvi | ref. to article in Lancet 1937 | we believe and so suggested |
| xxix | Hank P | man brought in to be treated for chronic alcoholism |
| xxix | Fitz M | another case, had hid in a barn |
| Bill's Story | ||
| 1 | Winchester Cathedral | in England visited |
| 2 | Brooklyn Law School | I took a night law course |
| 2 | 1920's | certain securities then cheap and rather unpopular |
| 2 | April, 1925 | gave up our positions and off we roared on a motorcycle (Harley) |
| 3 | Ella Goldfoot's | worked on farm for a month |
| 3 | Wall St. partners & Lois's friends | remonstrances of friends, became lone wolf (P 82) |
| 3 | Manchester VT, Ekwanok Club | 29 contracted golf fever, went to country (P 84) |
| 4 | Penick & Ford | XYZ-32 (stock- P & F, a corn products company) |
| 4 | Dick Johnson | friend in Montreal (worked at Greenshields & Co., a brokerage house) |
| 4 | Dr. Clark & Matilda Burnham | wife's parents |
| 4 | Macys | wife began work in dept. store |
| 5 | Matilta Spelman Burnham | mother in law |
| 5 | Dr. Clark Burnham | father in law |
| 5 | A. Wheeler & F. Winans | 32 formed group to buy - bender ->chance vanished |
| 6 | ?Dr. Leonard Strong | doctor came with sedative, next day drinking gin & sedative (P 99) |
| 7 | Dr. L. Strong & Dr. Emily | brother in law & mother put him in |
| 7 | Towns | hosp |
| 7 | Dr. Silkworth | met kind doctor explained ill, body & mind |
| 7 | Armistice Day 1934 | frightful day came when I drank once more |
| 8-12 | Ebby | old school friend |
| 9 | Manchester Airport | airplane jag (Ted Burke flew Bill & Ebby 1929, 1st plane to land there, all drunk) |
| 9 | Shep C, Rowland H, Cebra G | two (three actually) men appeared in court |
| 10 | Fayette Griffith | (Bill's) grandfather |
| 10 | Winchester Cathedral | in England |
| 12 | Winchester Cathedral | cathedral (England) |
| 13 | Towns / 12-11-34 | At the hospital I was separated from alcohol for the last time |
| 13 | Ebby & Shep C. | schoolmate visited at hosp (with friend) |
| 14 | Dr. Silkworth | friend, the doctor |
| 14 | Ebby | friend emphasized |
| 15 | Towns Hosp. | many times gone to my old hospital in despair |
| 15 | Cleveland | in one western city |
| 16 | Bill C | committed suicide in Bill & Lois home |
| 16 | 36 years sober, age 75 | Bill W., cofounder of AA, died January 24,1971 |
| There Is A Solution | ||
| 26 | Rowland H | a certain American Business man -treated by Jung |
| 26 | ?Courtney Baylor | had consulted the best known American psychiatrists http://www.h-pmuseum.org/iteminfo.boml?&item=.ul.book.HP000160&user=872cb98 |
| 26 | Dr. Carl Jung | European psychiatrist |
| 28 | William James | American psychologist, wrote Varieties of Religious Experience |
| More About Alcoholism | ||
| 32-3 | ? | "man of thirty" -quit, retired at 55, started again, died 4 years (most often said inspired by story in Peabody's "Common Sense of Drinking") |
| 35-7 | Ralph F | "Jim" car sales, mixed milk and whiskey |
| 37-8 | ? | jay walker story |
| 39-43 | Harry B | "Fred" sent AA's away in hosp, drank on Washington business trip |
| 43 | Dr. Percy Poliak | staff member world renowned hospital (Bellevue Hospital, NY) |
| 43 | ? | two of you men, whose stories I've heard |
| We Agnostics | ||
| 50 | Alfred E. Smith | "celebrated American statesman" (four time governor of New York and unsuccessful first Roman Catholic presidential candidate.) |
| 51 | Wright brothers | first successful flight 1903 |
| 51 | Professor Langley | Samuel P. Langley, flying machine landed in Potomac -1903 project for War Dept. couldn't get off ground |
| 52 | Wright brothers | built a machine that could fly |
| 56 | Fitz M | our friend was a minister's son |
| 56 | Bill W | in hosp., approached by an alcoholic |
| How It Works - (nothing identified) | ||
| Into Action | ||
| 76 | Book of James 2:20 &26 | quote "Faith without works is dead" |
| 79 | ? | "man we know was remarried" -owed alimony, wrote ex wife |
| 80 | Oxford Group member | he accepted sum of money from business rival -explained in church |
| Working With Others | ||
| 96 | Bill W | failed entirely with first half dozen prospects |
| 101 | (an Eskimo might turn up with a bottle) | running away from drinking to Greenland Ice cap |
| 102 | Dr. Bob was one | many of us keep liquor in our homes |
| To Wives - (nothing identified) | ||
| Family Afterward | ||
| 124 | Henry Ford | |
| 124 | Eddie R | alcoholic or his wife had love affairs |
| 133 | ? | one of doctors who read manuscript -sweets are often helpful |
| 135 | Earl T | one of our friends a heavy smoker and coffee drinker-nagged-slipped |
| To Employers-chapter written by Hank P | ||
| 136 | Hank P | member who spent life in world of big business |
| 136 | ? | "Mr. B" -brother insisted on speaking to him |
| 137 | ? | obit for one of best salesmen ever had |
| 137 | ? | wife called checking on ins. - he hanged himself |
| 138 | ? Frank Winans | officer of one of largest banks in America- |
| 139 | ? Bill W. | employee of above-drank-fired-AA contacted him-sober 'now' |
| 140 | ? Dr. Edward Cowles or Dr. Craske | Chicago doctor with spinal fluid theory of alcoholics http://www.eskimo.com/~burked/history/cowles.htm |
| 141 | Standard Oil New Jersey | "if my company" (that Hank P worked for) |
| 148 | ?husband of Jane S (D241) | vice president of large industrial concern |
| 149 | Honors Dealers | I own a little company |
| 149-50 | Bill W & Jim B | two alcoholic employees |
| A Vision For You | ||
| 151 | ? | King Alcohol (who coined this term? Prohibitionists?) |
| 151 | Four Horsemen | Terror, Bewilderment, Frustration, Despair - Revelations 6:2-8 war, famine, pestilence, and death - personified the four plagues of mankind ~ Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse |
| 153 | Bill W | one of our numbers, business trip came off badly |
| 153 | Akron, OH. | a certain western city |
| 153 | National Rubber Machinery | business (of that trip) involved in proxy fight |
| 154 | Akron, Ohio | in a strange place |
| 154 | Mayflower Hotel | paced a hotel lobby |
| 154 | Reverend Walter Tunks | clergyman he phoned |
| 155 | St. Paul's Episcopal | church selected at random |
| 155 | Dr. Bob | resident near nadir of alcoholic despair |
| 155 | AMA convention | went on a roaring bender (Atlantic City, NJ) |
| 156 | around 6/17/35 | He (Dr. Bob) has not had a drink since. (It is generally stated that Dr. Bob's sobriety date and the founding date of AA is 6/10/35, but recent facts around Dr. Bob's last drink and the medical convention he attended indicate that this date is closer to a week or so later.) |
| 156 | Mrs. Hall/Akron City Hosp. | head nurse of local hospital |
| 156-8 | Bill D | real corker, none too promising, future AA, lawyer |
| 158 | 6/26/2035 | He (Bill D.) never drank again. |
| 158 | ran for councilman | entered a political campaign |
| 158 | Ernie G-Akron | a fourth turned up, devil may care young fellow |
| 159 | Bill W. | our friend of the hotel lobby incident |
| 159 | Dr. Bob, Bill D, Ernie G | leaving behind his first acquaintance, the lawyer and the devil-may-care chap |
| 159 | Ed A., Joseph D., Harlan S., J.D.H., Robert O., Dick S., Jane S., Lloyd T., Bill VH.- among others | a year and 6 mos. later these 3 succeeded with 7 more |
| 160 | T. Henry & Clarace Williams | man and wife placed home at disposal for meetings |
| 161 | Cleveland | community 30 miles away |
| 161 | Ed A, Paul S, Lloyd T, Bill J, Charlie J, Clarence S (among others) | has 15 fellows of AA |
| 161 | NYC, Wash.DC, NJ locale's | eastern cities |
| 162 | Towns Hospital | well known hospital for treatment of alcohol & drugs |
| 162 | Bill W | member there 6 years ago |
| 162 | Dr. Silkworth | doctor in attendance |
| 162 | Akron/Cleveland OH | our western friends |
| 162 | New York, Akron/Cleveland | our two large centers |
| 163 | Hank P/ Montclair NJ | AA member in large community, more alcoholics per square mile |
| 163 | Dr. Howard | prominent psychiatrist he contacted/clinic (Chief Psychiatrist for the State of NJ) |
| 163 | Dr. Russell Blaisdell | chief psychiatrist of a .. |
| 164 | Rockland State Hosp. NY | large public hospital |
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Stories In the Third Edition |
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Pioneers of AA |
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| Doctor Bob's Nightmare - Dr. Bob S, Akron | ||
| 171 | Sister Ignatia/ St. Thomas | Dr. Bob was well assisted (along with Dr. Bob's nurse Lily) |
| 171 | St. Johnsbury, VT. | I was born (8/8/1879) in a small New England village |
| 171 | Judge & Mrs. Walter Perrin Smith | FATHER & MOTHER |
| 172 | Dartmouth College | one of the best colleges in the country (in Hanover, NH, graduated 1902) |
| 173 | Univ. of Michigan | entering one of the largest universities in the country (1905) |
| 174 | Rush Medical Univ. | another of the leading universities of the country (near Chicago, Ill., received medical degree 1910) |
| 174 | Akron, OH. | western city |
| 174-5 | ? | at least a dozen times in local sanitarium |
| 175 | Scylla and Charybdis | (mythology: Strait of Messina -big rock with monster/ Scylla one side, whirlpool/ Charybdis on other. Odysseus managed to navigate through) |
| 175 | Prohibition | Eighteenth Amendment (in effect 1/16/19 - 12/5/33) |
| 176 | the City Club | hide out in one of the clubs |
| 176 | ? | registering at a hotel with fake name |
| 176 | Anne Smith | my wife (Anne & Dr. Bob went out together for 17 years before they were married) |
| 177 | Wallace Beery/ Tugboat Annie | play or movie involving drinking man |
| 177 | the beer experiment' | one of Bob's stories |
| 178 | Oxford Group | crowd of people -their poise, health and happiness |
| 179 | Henrietta Seiberling | a lady called up my wife |
| 179 | Bill W | come over meet a friend of hers |
| 179 | AMA Con. | meeting of nat'l society (in Atlantic City, NJ June 10-12, 1935) |
| 179 | nurse Lily/ Cuyahoga Falls | woke in friend's house, town near home |
| 179 | Bill W. | my newly made friend |
| Alcoholics Anonymous Number Three - Bill D, Akron | ||
| 182 | Henrietta | wife |
| 182 | Akron Law School | |
| 182 | Kenmore/Akron, Ohio | |
| 183 | ?Ohio State Univ. | our state university |
| 183 | Prohibition | |
| 184 | Akron City Hosp. | 1935, hospitalized 8 times |
| 184 | Bill W & Dr. Bob S | wife had been talking to a couple fellows |
| 185 | Bill W & Dr. Bob S | |
| 188 | Bill D, Bill W & Dr. Bob | (all named in editors note) |
| 188 | Akron City Hosp. | (named in editors note) |
| 188 | Mrs. Hall | nurse on the receiving ward |
| 189 | Henrietta | wife |
| 189 | AA's Number One Group | |
| 190 | Cigarettes, poker & horses | |
| 190 | attorney in Akron | my business |
| He Had to Be Shown - Dick S, Akron (rewrite of "Car Smasher" in the 1st edition) | ||
| 193 | Moscow, little town | |
| 194 | ? | married at 19 to a grand girl |
| 194 | Cuyahoga Falls | |
| 194 | Scranton & Cleveland | had lived in both |
| 195 | Dr. Bob | |
| 196 | Cleveland | blackout drinking story |
| 200 | Max R | went to get a job driving one of his trucks |
| 202-4 | Christian Science | |
| 203 | beer experiment | |
| 204 | Firestone | working at |
| 205 | ?Dr. Bob or Dr.Scuderi | called a doctor, one I knew |
| 205 | St. Thomas | sent me to hospital |
| 205 | Sister Ignatia | |
| 205 | Paul S. | my brother, associated with group, had stopped drinking |
| 206 | Paul S., Dr. Bob | my brother & Dr. Bob talking to me about not drinking |
| 206 | Paul (S., brother) | dispatched to get me a pint |
| 207 | paraldehyde | taken five and half ounces |
| 207 | St. Thomas | awoke in hospital |
| 208 | Bill D | offered drink -smartest man I'd met in months |
| 208 | Joe (?D.) | walked 3 miles through snow to talk to him |
| 208 | Dr. Bob, Bill D., Ernie G., Walter B., Harold G., Paul S., Joe D., Harlan S., J. D. H., Bob O. or G., Henry Z. | only 7-8 people in group before me |
| He Thought He Could Drink Like a Gentleman - Al G (AKA Abby), Cleveland | ||
| 210 | Cleveland OH | born in |
| 211 | toolmaker apprentice | job - moved into drafting dept. |
| 211 | Cleveland | |
| 212 | Case School | |
| 212 | patent law | my profession |
| 212 | Grace | married when I was 28 |
| 213 | Washington | worked in too |
| 213 | New York, Philadelphia, Boston | |
| 214 | Catholic | training in my youth |
| 215 | Grace G. | my wife |
| 215 | ? | first approached about the Akron Group |
| 216 | ?Virginia MacL. | wife's hairdresser |
| 216 | Clarence S. | brother in law of hairdresser |
| 216 | Dr. Bob | some doctor in Akron |
| 216 | Mary | (?wife Grace) |
| 216 | Clarence, hairdresser | Clarence S, & sister-in-law the hairdresser(?Virginia MacL.) |
| 216 | Bill W. | |
| 217 | Gethsemane | (scene of "agony & betrayal of Christ") |
| 217 | Dr. Bob | |
| 217 | Dorothy S | (Clarence's wife) |
| 217 | City Hospital | (Akron) |
| 217 | Dr. Scuderi | the intern |
| 217 | paraldehyde | glassful of bleached lightening |
| 217 | Dr. Bob | |
| 217 | barbiturates | routinely took in mornings last 3 years |
| 218 | Dr. Bob | didn't lay out whole program |
| 218 | Dr. Bob, Bill D., Ernie G., Phil S., Walter B., Harold G., Ed A., Paul S., Joseph D., Harlan S., J.D. H., Robert O., Henry Z., Richard S., Jane S., Lloyd T., Bill VanH., Frank C., Robert E., Charles S., Bill J., Tom L., Jack D., Charlie J., Clarence S., Jim S., Archie T., John D., Wallace G., Vaughn P., Ernie G., George McD. | every member of Akron Group visited |
| 218 | April 19, 1939 (or 26th) | left on Wednesday afternoon |
| 218 | T. Henry & Clarace Williams | house where encounter first meeting |
| 218 | Oxford Groupers | |
| 219 | (see ref. to pg. 218) | 28 to 30 fellows came to see & he came to believe |
| 219 | Dr. Bob | Doc dwelt on idea of illness |
| 219 | Cleveland group | first met end of May 1939 in 'my' home (Clarence S., Al G., George McD., John D., Dr. Harry N., Lee L., Phillips, Chas J., Clarence W., Rowland J., Deforest H., Doug G., and Lloyd T. attended) |
| Women Suffer Too - Marty M, NYC | ||
| 222-3 | Dorothy | (came out of blackout talking to) |
| 223 | Rita | (last person remembered before blackout) |
| 223 | New York, 42nd St. | (where she had been drinking with Rita) |
| 224 | Brooklyn | (where found herself with Dorothy) |
| 224 | Willie Seabrook | name she tried to find in phone book (William Seabrook) |
| 224 | Asylum | book he had written. (New York, Harcourt, Brace and Company c1935) |
| 224 | Bellevue Hosp. | landed in a hospital (the neurology ward under the care of Robert Foster Kennedy, MD) |
| 225 | Scott Fitzgerald & John Held | novelist and playwright |
| 225 | John Blakemore | my husband |
| 226 | Blythewood Sanitarium | entered a sanitarium (in Greenwich Connecticut) |
| 226-7 | Dr. Tiebout | my doctor |
| 227 | book Alcoholics Anonymous | my doctor gave me to read (a multilith copy) |
| 228 | AA | went to a meeting of this group of freaks or bums |
| 228 | 182 Clinton St. | a house in Brooklyn (Bill W's house) |
| The European Drinker - Joe D, Akron | ||
| 230 | Europe - Alsace | born in |
| 230 | harness making & upholstering | apprenticed to |
| 230 | Boxer Rebellion/China | (Chinese revolt 1899-1900) |
| 231 | Cleveland | growing industrial city in the middle west |
| 231 | German singing society | joined |
| 232 | Prohibition | |
| 234 | Catholic | |
| 234 | ?Father Gallagher, Haas or Nagle | my priest |
| 235 | Dr. Bob | alcoholic who was a doctor came to see me |
| 235 | Dr. Bob, Bill D., Ernie G., Walter B., Harold G., Paul S. | not more that 4 or five members |
| 235 | ? | third man who came to see me |
| 236 | Love thy neighbor as thyself | Matt 19:19, 22:39, Mark 12:31, Romans 13:9, Galatians 5:14 |
| 237 | ?Harlan S | sent me to tell another alcoholic my experience |
| The Vicious Cycle - Jimmy B, NY | ||
| 238 | Philadelphia, Wash. DC | |
| 238 | Rosa | my new wife |
| 238-9 | Jackie | (W.) 12th Stepped him (pidgeon of Fitz M) |
| 238-9 | Fitz (M) | old school friend of mine |
| 239 | AA | group of fellows in New York |
| 239 | AA | this "understanding fellowship" |
| 240 | Baltimore | my early life spent in |
| 240 | Episcopal Sch for Boys | Protestant boarding school in Virginia (Alexandria, VA) |
| 242 | in France | Bar Le Duc |
| 242 | Baltimore | |
| 242-3 | Hank P | big shot who fired me, met again in AA |
| 243 | Baltimore | |
| 243 | ?Firestone | sales job with national tire company |
| 244 | thirties. Depression | |
| 245 | Hank P | man who fired me 11 years ago in Mississippi |
| 245 | Bill W | |
| 245 | Jackie | (W.) named |
| 246 | jail | places matches are prohibited |
| 246 | Bill & Hank | |
| 246 | Honor Dealers Co. | small automobile polish company |
| 246 | Bill W., Henry G. P., Fitz M., Brooke B., Silas B., Herb D., Ned F., Ernest M. ,Gordon S., Myron W., Wes W., Bill R., Flo R., Ernest A., Paul K., Cliff W., Jack W. | NY composed of about 12 men |
| 246 | 182 Clinton St. | Bill's house in Brooklyn |
| 247 | Hank P | fired him (again) |
| 248 | June 16, 1938 | his sobriety date |
| 248 | Big Book | our big AA book |
| 248 | 12 Steps | had a definite formula |
| 248 | (he inspired) | "God, as we understand him" |
| 249 | Philadelphia | brand new group |
| 249 | Rosa | only 12 Step call on woman, married her |
| 250 | San Diego, CA | now live in the West |
| The News Hawk - Jim S, Akron (helped Akron members write stories for 1st ed Big Book) (re written and retitled version of "Traveler, Editor, Scholar" that appeared in 1st edition) | ||
| 251 | New York | sailed for |
| 251-2 | Tom Sharkey's bar | "brawling bar on 14th Street" |
| 252 | Pittsburgh | |
| 252 | Liverpool | |
| 252 | Australia | where born, visit my people |
| 252 | Lusitania | (luxury cruise ship, sunk in WWI) |
| 253 | Chicago, Omaha, Ohio | |
| 253 | YMCA | the local "Y" |
| 253 | Canadian regiment | joined, served 2 years |
| 253 | Quebec, Toronto, Buffalo, Pittsburgh | scenes of drunks upon release |
| 254 | ?Akron | started housekeeping in large Ohio town |
| 254 | Washington DC | |
| 254 | ?Pittsburgh | returned to town left 3 mos. before |
| 254 | Philadelphia | |
| 255 | book shop | last venture |
| 255 | Houston | |
| 256 | Federal Theatre in Texas | |
| 256 | Federal Writers in San Antonio | |
| 256 | ?Akron | town left 5 years before |
| 257 | ?Salvation Army | did 10 weeks in social rescue institution |
| 257 | ?Akron City Hosp. | called to the hospital |
| 257-8 | ?Earl T | former partner (12 stepped from hosp bed) |
| 257 | ? | stranger came into my shop |
| 257-8 | AA | about a bunch of some 60 former drinkers and drunkards |
| 258 | Dr. Bob | the doctor I had heard about |
| 258 | Chicago | (where friend in hosp was from) |
| 258 | ?Earl T. | got me into a hospital |
| 259 | Wed/Akron | left hosp on a meeting night |
| 259 | ? | taken home by former alcoholic and his wife |
| 259 | Upper Room | read Bible daily and go over simple devotional |
| 260 | ref. to Exodus 16:3 | fleshpots of Egypt |
| 260 | Prodigal Son | |
| From Farm to City - Ethel M., Akron | ||
| 261 | AA's first Group | (Akron) |
| 262 | Liberty, Indiana | where aunt lived |
| 262 | Ethel | (name of author, Ethel M) |
| 262 | Roscoe M AKA Rollo/Russ | (aunt warns) he drinks too much..I married him |
| 262 | Russ | (Roscoe M AKA Rollo or Russ) |
| 262 | Cincinnati | where he went off on a week drunk |
| 262 | Ravenna | (small town east of Akron) |
| 263 | Dr. Bob | |
| 264 | Charleston, WV | |
| 264-5 | Bellaire, OH | picked up for drunk driving there |
| 264 | Wheeling | |
| 265 | Akron | |
| 265 | AA | |
| 265-6 | John D. | (Rockefeller dinner Feb. 8, 1940)1940 piece in the paper about |
| 266 | AA | going to have to join that alcoholic business they're talking about |
| 266 | Elgie R | woman behind the bar |
| 266-7 | Jack M. | owner of the bar (?John M of Cleveland gp) |
| 267 | Akron | where Jack went to quit drinking |
| 267 | Dr. Bob | doctor here in Akron |
| 267 | Florida | |
| 268 | ?Bill D./Jimmy B. | an attorney sat on the side of the bed |
| 268 | Saturday Post/Jack Alexander | 'Jack' gave it to her to read |
| 268 | Sermon on the Mount | |
| 268 | Akron every Wednesday | meeting Jack told her about |
| 268 | Big Book | she had one |
| 269 | Paul S.-Akron | stressed reading Big Book |
| 269 | Jim G | told her to put Big Book away, then start on stories |
| 269 | Jack M | |
| 269 | Ohio Edison Building | Jack M met there to take to meeting |
| 269 | Klu Klux Klan | (afraid AA might be like) |
| 269 | King School | location of first meeting |
| 269 | Miriam & Annabelle | (wives of _ & Wally G) Annabelle G. took under her wing |
| 270 | ?Ernie G-Akron | young fellow led the meeting |
| 270 | ?Sue | talked about his wife |
| 270 | Lord's Prayer | closed meeting with |
| 270-2 | Russ | |
| 270-1 | King School | had attended Wed. night meeting there 3 1/2 years |
| 270 | Dr. Bob & wife Anne | Doc and Anne |
| 271 | Dr. Bob | enjoyed coming to their house in country |
| 271 | slips | story of first she knew of - Jack M |
| 271 | Jack M. | (?John R of Cleveland gp) |
| 271 | Elgie R | his wife dragged him to Russ |
| 272 | Hilda S | invited her to Sunday dinner after 'Russ' buried |
| 272 | Doc & Anne | would be at that dinner |
| 272 | old timers | |
| 173 | Anne S. | miss Annie's advice |
| 273 | Alice | one of the men's wife |
| Man Who Mastered Fear - Archie T., Akron & Detroit (originally published in 1st edition as "The Fearful One", re written for 2nd ed.) | ||
| 275 | Detroit | started AA there |
| 277 | Depression | |
| 278 | Ralph | went to his room and told him truth |
| 278-9 | Dr. Bob | couple knew him, turned me over to his care |
| 278-81 | Akron | |
| 279 | Akron Group | |
| 279 | Akron City Hosp. | while in a hospital bed |
| 279 | Twelve Steps | visitors explained program of recovery |
| 279 | Anne | Dr. Bob's dear wife |
| 280 | Archie's 3rd Step prayer | God, for 18 years I have been unable to handle this problem. Please let me turn it over to you |
| 280 | Sept. 1938 | been 16 years since I came back to life |
| 280 | Twelve Steps | |
| 280 | Dr. Bob & Anne | lived with for close to a year |
| 281 | Bill W | visited Akron frequently |
| 281 | Detroit | never wanted to see my home town, but did |
| 281 | Bill W | stopped in Akron on way to Detroit |
| 281 | New York | where Bill went after Detroit |
| 282 | who approached | doctors, ministers, lawyers, men in industry & friends |
| 282 | Dick R | first prospect, shipped him off to Akron |
| 282 | Akron & Toledo | |
| 282 | Cash Customers' | (slang) Dr. Bob slang for those having so little cash |
| 282 | delivering dry cleaning | returned to Detroit to find work |
| 282 | ?Dick R, Mike, Anne K | -after 6 mo., group of 3 men had first mtg. in his bedroom (also nonalcoholic Sarah Klein) |
| 282 | Depression | |
| 283 | Rotary Groups | talked to them abt AA |
| 283 | (Oct. 39 -AACOA 182) | one of the first radio broadcasts about AA |
| 283 | dry cleaning route | job |
| 284 | accounting | enrolled in correspondence school |
| 284 | ? | one of my clients, fellow AA |
| 285 | Sept. 1938 | |
| He Sold Himself Short - Earl T, Chicago | ||
| 287 | Chicago | |
| 287-95 | Akron | born there |
| 287-93 | Chicago | moved there in 1930 |
| 287 | Depression | |
| 288 | Florida | dad came to get him |
| 289 | small group of men in Akron had same problem | |
| 289 | ? , Howard | mentioned 2 I had known |
| 289-90 | Howard | an ex doctor |
| 289 | these men in Akron | |
| 290 | allergy + obsession | described illness |
| 290 | ? ? | 2 other men visited me |
| 291 | T.Henry & Clarace Williams | allowed to attend first meeting - living room of a home |
| 291 | Bill D | led meeting |
| 291 | Bill W & Dr. Bob | |
| 291 | ? | no literature except various pamphlets |
| 291 | Lord's Prayer | ended with |
| 291 | Depression | |
| 291-3 | Dr. Bob | spent lot of time with |
| 292 | Wednesday | Dr. Bob's day off |
| 292 | six steps | |
| 292 | moral inventory | such as selfishness, conceit, jealousy, carelessness, intolerance, ill temper, sarcasm, and resentments |
| 292 | Restitution step | made list of all harmed, worked out ways & means to make restitution |
| 293 | ? ? | went to minister and doctor |
| 293 | Katie | my wife (A 23) |
| 293 | ? | old friend from Akron sobered me up |
| 293 | inventory | learned could not take inv and file it away; continue daily |
| 294 | Dick R. | asked to help one of his salesmen |
| 294 | North Shore Sanitarium | went to the sanitarium |
| 294 | Ken A. | man from Akron moved to Chicago |
| 294 | Big Book | printed in spring 1939 |
| 294 | ? + Sadie | two inquiries from NY |
| 294 | We The People' broadcast | after 15 minute radio talk |
| 294 | Dr. Dan Craske | doctor of one of prospects (Sadie) |
| 294 | Ed & Sadie | doctor gave 2 prospects |
| 295 | Dr. Brown | another doctor in Evanston |
| 295 | Sylvia K | turned over a woman (also referred Luke, Sam, Tee) (A 22) |
| Home Brewmeister - Clarence S, Cleveland | ||
| 297 | Cleveland | |
| 297 | Dorothy S.M. | my wife (1st wife) |
| 298 | Cleveland | moved back to my home town |
| 298 | City National Bank in Cleveland | larger company in the finance business |
| 299 | Dorothy S.M. | my mistrusting wife |
| 301-2 | Dr. Bob | wife heard of a doctor in another city |
| 302 | Akron City Hosp. | advised me to enter a particular hospital |
| The Keys of the Kingdom - Sylvia K, Chicago | ||
| 304 | Chicago | |
| 304 | cycle of alcohol & sedation | |
| 304 | John Held & F.Scott Fitzgerald | popular authors of 1920's |
| 305 | sedatives | (what) most prescribed |
| 305 | Chicago | moved thousand miles away to |
| 306 | Caroline P was one (D 180) | day and night nurses |
| 306-10 | Dr. Brown /from Evanston | there was one doctor continued to struggle with me |
| 307-8 | Alcoholics Anonymous | remarkable book off NY press |
| 307 | Cornwall Press | off NY press |
| 308 | AA's | handful of people in Akron and NY |
| 309-10 | Earl T. | next day, a visit from Mr. T. |
| 309 | Akron & Chicago | |
| 310 | Cleveland | |
| 310 | Luke, Sam, Tee | my doctor sent 2 more alcoholic patients |
| 310 | Earle T, George M, Dick R, Sylvia +2 | later Sept. '39 had nucleus of six members |
| 310 | Sept. 1939 | first official group meeting |
| 311 | alcohol or sedatives | artificial crutch I had relied on (little white pills - Dr. Bob book 180-1) |
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Part II - They Stopped in Time
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| Too Young - ? | ||
| 317-8 | Vietnam | stationed there |
| 318 | 'Karen' |
girl I'll call ... |
| 318 | Arizona | stationed there |
| 318 | drunken driving | charged with |
| 318 | 'Jean' |
girl I'll call ... |
| 318 | Germany | stationed there |
| 320 | (slogan) | not to worry about yesterday .. tomorrow .. live 24 hours |
| Fear of Fear - Cecil M (later Cecil F) | ||
| 321-4 | George' M | (named on 322) been married to a drunk |
| 321 | Greenwich Village Gp | 2nd meeting with him |
| 321 | Eileen' | lovely young girl |
| 321 | my sponsor |
introduced me to the girl |
| 322 | George' M | |
| 322 | Cecil | Jane' (name she calls herself in story) |
| 322 | corn liquor | drank on first drinking spree - allergic! |
| 323 | (yets) | never went to hosp, lost job, in jail, drank in morning |
| 323 | (more yets) | lost husbands, children, homes, everything |
| 324 | (slogan) | I never knew it was the first drink that did it |
| 324 | (slogan) | go on the wagon |
| 325 | since July 1949 | only been in AA few years |
| 325 | (slogans) | live & let live, Think |
| Those Golden Years - Cecil 'Teet' C | ||
| 327 | movie publicist | job he retired from |
| 327 | Social Security | |
| 327 | Paramount Studios | motion picture studio public relations |
| 327 | AA | |
| 327 | (yets) | never been told by superior drinking too much, still had wife, .. |
| 328 | Academy of Motion Picture Arts & Sciences | been on board |
| 328 | Kansas | originally from |
| 328 | babe in Boozerville' | slang |
| 328 | (slogan) | on the wagon |
| 330 | obesity & alcoholism | chief dangers for retiree |
| 331 | "The Laughs On Hollywood" |
even sold some (Roundtable Publishing, 1985, several magazine articles on the Marx Bros.) |
| 331 | couplet "Alcohol gave me wings to fly, And then it took away the sky" | unknown, perhaps his writing |
| 332 | I'll Never Smile Again | (song, various artists- Audubon Bon Bons to Frank Sinatra) |
| 332 | (more songs - C/W) | "What Made Milwaukee Famous Made a Loser Out of Me" by Jerry Lee Lewis, "I'm Drinking My Christmas Dinner All Alone" (unknown) |
| 333 | barbiturates | to get back to sleep |
| 333 | eating my alcohol' | (slogan) |
| 333 | Alan Ladd / "Shane" | movie he had worked on |
| 334 | AA | told wife he had to go to |
| The Housewife Who Drank At Home -? | ||
| 337 | (slogan?) | which came first, the thinking or the drinking? |
| 338 | D.T.'s | |
| 339 | Jekyll & Hyde | I became a .. |
| 339 | (slogan) | first drink |
| 339 | (slogan) | off on the usual merry go round |
| 339 | (slogan) | cessation from drinking was not enough |
| 340 | Alcoholics Anonymous | doctor referred her |
| 340 | (slogan) | couldn't live with alcohol..couldn't live normally without it |
| 340 | (slogans) | Easy Does It, etc. |
| Lifesaving Words - Trevor K, loner in India | ||
| 342 | GSO | |
| 342 | Lucknow, India | his home |
| 342-3 | Naini Tal | (Himalayan Mountains lake resort, site of several Hindu festivals) |
| 342 | Philander Smith College | American sponsored Methodist public school |
| 343 | Enid | my wife |
| 343 | New Delhi | stationed there |
| 343 | ? | AA advertisement in the paper |
| 343 | Charlie M | in touch by mail with sponsor in New Delhi |
| 343 | AA literature | has kept me sober |
| Physician Heal Thyself - Dr. Earle M, San Francisco | ||
| 345 | physician | |
| 345 | CA | in a western state |
| 345 | (yets) | lost everything, been in jail, prison, lost family, lost income, skid row |
| 345 | skid row of success | (slang) |
| 346 | Harry | went up to see a friend -member of AA |
| 346 | Alcoholics Anonymous | would investigate from medical point |
| 346 | pamphlet (?) | had wife read it to me |
| 347 | Earle | friend called him by name |
| 347 | 12 Step call | made before ever came to program |
| 347 | Tuesday Night Mill Valley AA group | first meeting |
| 347 | surgeon | his profession / introduced as psychiatrist |
| 347 | Clark | our community butcher |
| 347 | ? | one of the carpenters |
| 347 | ? | man who ran the bakery |
| 347 | ? | my friend who was a mechanic |
| 348 | Bible | list of where he had 4 placed |
| 348 | Big Book | on my night stand |
| 348 | 12 & 12 | in locker at hospital |
| 348 | ?Sermon on Mount | got books by Emmet Fox |
| 348 | pink cloud / pink seven | felt miserable again |
| 348 | Clark | the butcher |
| 349 | Alcoholics Anonymous | suggested he join / instead of enjoying pink cloud |
| 349 | page 58 (How It Works) | suggested he read (highlights phrases here) |
| 349 | psychoanalysis | good tool, not too potent |
| 349 | 12 Steps | gave some semblance of an answer |
| 349 | 1st half 1st Step | |
| 350 | Third Step | |
| 351 | the Great Physician | |
| 351 | Mary (1st wife) | asked my wife wasn't there something (9th)- now does dishes |
| 351 | Janey | daughter |
| 352 | Alcoholics Anonymous | has helped |
| A Teen Ager's Decision- Lisa, Washington State (story was first named "The Story of Lisa" in an early printing of "Young People and AA") | ||
| 354 | Las Vegas, Washington State -hitchhiked | |
| 354 | booze, pills, pot | spent month doing |
| 355 | AA | Thank God I knew of |
| 355 | ? | first AA meeting |
| 355 | day at a time | (slogan) decision to stop drinking .. |
| 355 | ? | my sponsor |
| Rum, Radio and Rebellion - Pete W, Pittsburgh, PA | ||
| 356 | 53 with 9 yrs AA | |
| 356 | (yets) | never in jail, hospitalized, cost me a job |
| 357 | Cleveland, Ohio | born in |
| 357 | WW 1 | |
| 357 | Armistice | signed the day he planned to enlist |
| 357 | Atlanta | went to sign up |
| 357 | Birmingham | |
| 357-8 | Prohibition | |
| 357 | moonshine | drank it |
| 358 | Roaring Twenties | |
| 358 | Europe | visited a few weeks |
| 358 | speak easy cards | |
| 358 | Cleveland, New York | where those 'speaks' were |
| 358 | 29 Stock Market Crash | |
| 358 | Depression | |
| 358 | John Barleycorn | -slang for alcohol |
| 359 | Chicago | |
| 359 | New York | |
| 359 | Cleveland | from my home town of .. |
| 359-60 | Vermont | opportunity to go manage |
| 359 | Salt Lake City | she had opportunity in |
| 360 | city slicker from NY' | looked upon him as |
| 360 | Rotary Club | he joined |
| 360 | 5 o'clock alcoholic | |
| 360 | Utah |
my girl in ... |
| 361 | November 1938 | married in Montreal |
| 361-4 | Pittsburgh | moved to |
| 362 | Spring 1944 | left for her parents home in Florida |
| 363 | AA | had read about, called |
| 363-4 | my first meeting |
meeting next Tuesday evening |
| 364 | Florida | decided to drive to |
| 364 | AA literature | packed so she couldn't help but see it |
| 364 | New York | went there alone |
| 364 | lapse (slip) | didn't tell anyone |
| 365 | Big Book, 12 Step work | read and did |
| 365 | first birthday in AA | |
| 366 | 9 month baby | admitted to being (at birthday) |
| 366 | St.Petersburg Times | clipping about AA (1944) |
| 367 | Pittsburgh | |
| 367 | AA | |
| 367 | The Man Upstairs | (God) |
| 367 | Twelve Steps | most important factor in success |
| 368 | Honesty | most impt after the steps |
| Any Day Was Washday - ? | ||
| 369 | Laundromat | ideal spot for alcoholic housewife |
| 370 | cirrhosis of the liver | mother died of |
| 371 | women's halfway house | |
| 371-2 | Alcoholics Anonymous | |
| It Might Have Been Worse - Chet R | ||
| 374 | golf and 19th hole | |
| 375 | cunning, baffling, powerful | |
| 377 | (phrase) | don't want to live/afraid to die |
| 378 | Alcoholics Anonymous | told him "it's AA-or else" |
| 378 | (phrase) | easier softer way |
| 378 | (yets) | jails, sanitariums, broken homes, skid row |
| 379 | Step 1 | (quoted) explained |
| 380 | allergy obsession | explained |
| 380 | (slogan) | one drink too much, 100 not enough |
| 380 | character defects | explained |
| 381 | 12 Steps | |
| 381 | (directions) | study AA book, go to meetings, get active |
| 381 | spiritual experience | |
| 381 | 12 Steps & 12 Traditions | |
| 381 | Lord's Prayer | |
| 381 | amends | explained |
| 382 | (slogans) | 1st Things 1st, Easy Does It, 24 Hours a Day |
| A Flower of the South - Esther E, Houston/Dallas TX | ||
| 384 | Texas | |
| 384 | AA | |
| 384 | New Orleans | |
| 385 | creme de menthe | drank with siblings |
| 385 | Miss Esther | father talking to her |
| 385 | Emma | our old cook who liked to drink |
| 386 | Mae West | film star |
| 386 | medicinal | it really was .. that night |
| 386 | ?Frank | divorced my husband in July |
| 386 | Texas | where divorced & reconciled |
| 386 | Oklahoma | moved to |
| 386 | Texas | (Houston) returned after 3 years |
| 386-94 | ?Frank | my husband |
| 388-9 | New York | Frank had to go there for 2 weeks |
| 389 | Samaritan Treatment | father talked her into -took 3 times (possibly at Doctors Hosp. on Maple Ave. in Dallas) (Samaritan Treatment was an aversion control type treatment) |
| 389 | ?B-3 | diagnosed vitamin deficiency |
| 389-90 | Houston | moved to -change of environment |
| 390 | jail | took my dog home and me to .. |
| 391 | hit bottom | |
| 391-2 | Saturday Evening Post | someone sent article on AA, Frank gave to her |
| 391 | AA | something else to try |
| 392 | an actual disease | |
| 392 | Box 658 | PO Box to write to in NY (459 since sometime between '41-5) |
| 392 | General Service Off. | |
| 392 | AA literature | |
| 393 | Ruth Hock | wrote longhand note -personal touch helped |
| 393 | Larry J | man AA referred me to, had started group |
| 393 | last drunk | never want to forget |
| 394 | Ruth (Hock) | for personal note (Bill W's secretary) |
| 394 | Houston Group | thanks to all members |
| 394 | Dallas | transferred to in 2nd year sobriety (started group that first met there 4 Ap 1943) |
| 394 | 12th Step work | threw herself into |
| 394 | AA | |
| 395 | Dr. Bob & Bill | quotes from |
| 395 | (slogan) | keep it simple |
| Calculating the Costs - | ||
| 396 | Navy | retired |
| 396 | initiation fee | AA's paid highest of any club in world |
| 396 | Drunkalogues & statistics | can be boring |
| 396 | Green blood | (slang) money |
| 397 | Drinking Career | from 18-43 |
| 397 | (slogan) | one drink not enough |
| 397,399 | 20% | of income went to drinking |
| 398 | giggle gurgles | (slang) |
| 398 | Navy | joined |
| 398 | Army | to avoid |
| 398 | WW 2 | |
| 399 | intangible init fees | |
| 399 | first drink | (slogan) stay away from |
| 399 | (slogan) | one day at a time |
| Stars Don't Fall - Felicia G, NYC | ||
| 400 | countess | a titled lady |
| 400 | alcoholic career | |
| 400-2 | Pattersons | my family |
| 400 | Venus | dreamed about having beauty of |
| 400 | Madonna | dreamed about having purity of |
| 400 | President of US | dreamed about being brilliant as |
| 400 | Shakespeare | ambition to write like |
| 400-1 | AA | life was in shambles until |
| 400 | Europe | family home in |
| 401 | Count Josef Gizyicki | my father |
| 401 | Count | had a title |
| 401 | Eleanor "Cissy" Patterson | my mother |
| 401 | America | mother brought her here as baby |
| 401 | terrapin fork | learned to hold -main academic accomplishment |
| 401 | West Coast | at 18 ran away to |
| 402 | Drew Pearson | married |
| 402 | Baltimore Sun & Washington Post | he was young newspaper man |
| 402 | back East | came here after marriage |
| 402 | Quaker | his family |
| 402 | Ellen | birth of a daughter |
| 402 | Washington (DC) | went after divorce |
| 402 | physical allergy | to alcohol -had right away |
| 402 | got a novel written | "The House of Violence" 1932 |
| 403 | Mrs. Shakespeare | had not become |
| 403-4 | Virginia | had house here in fox hunting season (Nov1-Jan31 now) |
| 403-5 | Switzerland | chalet here during summer |
| 403 | Long Island | another house here |
| 404 | AA | stayed drunk till .. 10 years later |
| 404 | bowl of milk punch | drank during fox season |
| 405 | big tax free income |
accepted ... from family |
| 405 | Europe | went to escape |
| 405 | banks of Seine | France -rented beautiful apartment |
| 405 | another novel abt | "Flower of Smoke" 1939 |
| 405 | Scott Fitzgerald's | poor tipsy debutante (character) (famous writer of period) |
| 405 | Vogue | New York fashion magazine, Paris office |
| 405 | Dudley de Lavigne | married again, Englishman |
| 405 | Egypt | honeymooned here |
| 405 | France | wine tasting tour while waiting for English divorce |
| 406 | Geneva | at large party here |
| 406 | enlarged liver | said I had one |
| 406 | Europe | returned to -things no better with family |
| 406 | New York | moved to |
| 407 | forget a drink' | (foreign concept to alcoholic) |
| 407-9 | young Bohemians | met a bunch of |
| 407 | the Village | they lived in (Greenwich Village section NYC) |
| 408 | (slogan) | end would be total smash up, death, or insanity |
| 409, 411-2 | Dr. Ruth Fox | my third and last analyst |
| 409 | (slogan) | AA had to stop my drinking first. Then I was able to do something about me. |
| 410 | fish wife, common scold | (slang) I became |
| 410 | dive | (slang) a sick person's place (bar) |
| 411 | Shakespeare | compare self to again |
| 411 | running into doors' | excuse to explain bruises |
| 411 | gave me the elbow' | (slang) |
| 411-2 | (yets) | jail, sanitarium - mugged, manhandled, semi prostitution |
| 411 | 59th St. Bridge | thoughts of jumping from |
| 412 | Bill W | spoke at psychiatrist's meeting |
| 412 | AA | |
| 412 | Big Book | I read the book, returned it to my analyst |
| 412 | taken 1st Step | |
| 412-3 | Bill W | go down and see Mr. W |
| 413 | AA Foundation | was in .. |
| 413 | Wall St. district NY | (?Vessey St. location) |
| 413 | allergy, mental obsession | Bill explained |
| 413-4 | Marty (M) | |
| 413 | Priscilla P | a friend of Marty's, another AA |
| 413 | Salvation Army | |
| 414 | Robert McCormick | she had known my cousin in Chicago |
| 414 | first meeting | went to my |
| 414 | Priscilla | with Marty and some other girls |
| 414 | Tuesday @ Clinton St. | only one big meeting a week then in NY |
| 414-5 | Anne (C.) | fellow AA who helped me, went on bender (her story "Annie the Cop Fighter" in 2nd edition of Big Book) |
| 414, 416 | Priscilla (Peck) | |
| 415 | Joy Farm | AA farm in Kent (renamed High Watch Farm in '40's) |
| 415 | New York | phoned for help |
| 415 | John & Bud | 2 AAs met us at station ?[perhaps John ('Fitz' M) & Bud (E)] |
| 415-6 | 24 Hour Plan | |
| 416 | slip | except for one in first 8 months |
| 416 | (?when daughter taken away) | reaction to personal tragedy in my life |
| 416 | 24th Street Club | AA Club -changed locks on desk as secretary |
| 416 | Intergroup secretary | "interfering" |
| 416 | 12th Step Work | |
| 417 | Lost and Found, Colliers Jan 5
'46, The House of Violence , New York : C. Scribner's
sons, 1932, Flower of Smoke, New York, C. Scribner's
sons, 1939. |
sold a good deal of what I've written |
| 417 | 11th Step | joining a church as part of |
| Growing Up All Over Again - Harris K, Illinois | ||
| 418 | alcohol and pills | |
| 418 | Junior League | wife was in |
| 418 | alcoholic & addict | |
| 419 | hospital for mental illness |
-to avoid jail |
| 419 | AA | |
| 419 | ? | dentist who started AA in .. |
| 419 | Amarillo, TX | |
| 419 | US Navy | |
| 419 | Philippines | 2 year tour of duty in |
| 419 | alcohol, pills, adultery | binges with |
| 419 | geographic cure | return to US |
| 420 | chemicals | depended on to keep going |
| 420 | AA | because no other doors of help |
| 420 | 12 Steps | part of list of what does to stay sober |
| 420 | ? | second wife - AA member |
| 421 | ("and a") | alcoholic with a drug problem |
| Unto the Second Generation - ? | ||
| 422 | AA | pushed into |
| 422 | ACUTE ALCOHOLISM | diagnosis |
| 422 | Hawaii | the place |
| 422 | US Navy | author was in the |
| 423 | pumping gas | job after school |
| 424 427 | my parents |
-had drinking problem too |
| 424 | Omaha | where went |
| 424 | Chicago | from my hometown |
| 425 | Navy | enlisted in .. |
| 425 | Army draft | to escape |
| 425 | Great Lakes Boot Camp |
|
| 426 | Pensacola Air Base | applied to photo school - |
| 426 | bartender | job at Navy Chief's Club |
| 426 | Hawaii | applied for duty there |
| 426 | Pearl Harbor | |
| 426 | Kaneohe Bay | transferred to, on |
| 426 | Oahu | |
| 427 | AA | folks found |
| 427 | Honolulu | |
| 427 429 | D.T.'s | pineapple story (427) |
| 428 | San Diego | returned to |
| 428 | Tijuana | went to jail -drunk & brawl |
| 428 | met 'new parents' | headed home |
| 429 | DT's again | folks called a doctor |
| 429 | AA | heard a lot about |
| Me An Alcoholic? - ? | ||
| 432 | coin with 2 faces | |
| 432 | Who's Who in America | listed in |
| 432 | bohemian' | going completely |
| 432 434 | binges | |
| 433 | (yets) | drunk on job, missed work, ineffective by hangover, liquor |
| expenses within my budget | ||
| 433 | explanations | (listed) |
| 433 | new formula | (list) (how to drink without consequences) |
| 435 | schizophrenia, suicidal | |
| 435 | Time & Newsweek | he was quoted in -with pictures |
| 435 | AA | |
| 436 | power greater than myself | |
| 437 | Psalms 46:10 | psalmist said "Be still, and know that I am God" |
| Doctor, Alcoholic, Addict - Dr. Paul O, California originally published in the AA Grapevine with the title "Bronzed Moccasins" | ||
| 439 | prescription drugs | |
| 439 | (excuse) | If you had my problems you'd drink too |
| 439 | (excuse) | If you had my wife you'd drink too |
| 439-40, 444-5 Max | my wife | |
| 439 445 | Al-Anon | |
| 440 | psycho ward | |
| 440 | pharmacy school |
-began to drink |
| 441 | Wallace Beery movies | |
| 442 | pep pills | taking and shooting |
| 442 | Benzedrine, Demerol, morphine | used |
| 442 | codeine, Percodan, tranquilizers | never got much effect |
| 442 | Pentothal | used |
| 443 | alcohol & pills | necessary to get ALL out of house & possession |
| 443 | solid alcohol | (slang) |
| 444 | convulsion | |
| 444 | Mayo Clinic | decided to send me |
| 444 | nut ward | at Mayo |
| 445 | scotch | went home and got bottle of |
| 445-52 | Max | also my office nurse |
| 446 | 3rd Step | we took together out loud |
| 446 | 12 Steps | |
| 446 | Frank | the man from AA .. an attorney |
| 448 | narcotics, pills, alcohol | |
| 449 | (slogan) | now what am I going to do about it? |
| 449-50 | acceptance | |
| 449 | Shakespeare | "All the world's a stage, all the men and women merely players" |
| 449 | AA | |
| 450 | Midas touch | |
| 451 | Serenity Prayer | |
| 451 | AA meetings | |
| 452 | 12 Steps | first to the 12th |
| 452 | my serenity | |
| 452 | (slogan) | I do whatever is in front of me to be done |
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Part III - They Lost Nearly All |
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| A Five Time Loser Wins - Morris B, Long Island, NY | ||
| 457 | ? | Eat, drink and be merry, for tomorrow you die. |
| 457 | alcohol with other drugs | |
| 457 | (slogan) | progressive, self induced, slow suicide |
| 458 | inside - outside | (slang) |
| 459 | (Slogan) | chemicals- liquid or otherwise |
| 459 | (slogan) | freedom from self |
| 459 | 12 Steps | |
| 460 | castor oil/mineral oil | punishment |
| 460-1 | AA | heard of 20 years before |
| 460 | first AA meeting |
taken to ..., out of prison, in Los Angeles |
| 460 | LA, Phoenix, San Francisco | attended meeting there |
| 460 | California | left to .. |
| 460 | jail..alcohol & speed | woke up in - sick, withdrawing from |
| 461 | Serenity Prayer | |
| 461 | (slogan) | if continue to drink, the end is death or insanity |
| 461 | first 3 Steps | took for the first time |
| 462 | big Gene | civilian AA companion |
| 462 | paracounselors | program to convert 'management problems' into |
| 462 | Dept. of Corrections | |
| 462 | County Mental Health | job as alcoholism worker |
| 463 | Marine Corps | completed training in .. |
| 463 | (slogan) | Guess I'll never be a saint. |
| Promoted to Chronic - Helen B, New York | ||
| 464 | solitary drinking | |
| 464 | blackout | |
| 464-5 | locked up in hotel room | drinking |
| 465 | sleeping pills | left a bottle for her |
| 465 | hotel maid | might have died except for alert .. |
| 465 | border line | having passed over the |
| 465-7 | Washington DC | transition in life took place here |
| 466 | stealing money | from him |
| 466 | New York | took me to |
| 467 | Bing Crosby -Silent Night | listened to over and over at restaurant |
| 468 | 2 police men | husband brought them to my room |
| 468 | psychopathic ward-City Hosp. | took to |
| 468 | merry to round | (slogan) |
| 469 | Conditional Reflex | treatment (possibly Samaritan Treatment?) |
| 469 | AA | |
| 469 | Saturday Evening Post | hadn't been written |
| 469 | Jack Alexander | |
| 469 | Washington (DC) | only a tiny group in |
| 470 | Nov. 1944 | at long last went to AA |
| 470 | Periodic Drinker | crossed out |
| 470 | Chronic Alcoholic | diagnosis |
| 471-2 | sponsor |
first woman I met in AA -became |
| 471 | Easy Does It | (slogan) |
| 471 | 12 Steps | may not have drank again if practiced |
| 471 | getting off the beam | (slogan) |
| 472 | put up on a pedestal | (slogan -not recommended) |
| 473 | Faith without works is dead | (slogan) |
| 473 | 24 Hour program | (slogan) |
| Join The Tribe! - Maynard B, Fairfield, Conn first published in the AA Grapevine Feb 76 as "Son of Tall Man" | ||
| 474 | AA | |
| 474 | Great Spirit | (God) |
| 474 | Maliseet Indian | his tribe |
| 474-5 | Canada | |
| 474-6 | Tall Man | my father (named later, probably a pseudonym. See Nov 62 Grapevine story "An Indian named 'Tall Man'" page 14-17.) |
| 474 | US Army | cousin had served in |
| 474 | Canadian Army | author joined |
| 475 | Maine | went to booze joint in |
| 475 | Connecticut | moved to after Maine |
| 475 | Maine Turnpike | turnpike in Maine -from Toll to Winthrop, Maine |
| 475 | ? & Tall Man | good mother and father |
| 475-6 | AA | thought it was a religion |
| 476 | ?Fort Fairfield Group | first meeting in small town in Maine |
| 476 | 1st & 12th Steps | jumped from to help brother |
| 476 | Tobique Reservation | start group on reservation (3 May 58, New Brunswick, Canada) |
| 476 | Bridgeport, CN | moved there after 6 mos. |
| 476 | Eskasonia, Nova Scotia + ? | help start other groups all over Maritimes & New England |
| 476 | Maine newsletter -Boomerang | CARRIED TALL MAN'S OBIT |
| Belle of the Bar - ? | ||
| 478 | pill affliction | |
| 478 | suicide | attempted several times |
| 480 | heroin | also addicted to for 2 years |
| 480 | AA | |
| 480 | Al-Anon | mother is in |
| 481 | 12 Steps and 12 Traditions | practice every day |
| 481 | flower garden | new hobby |
| 481 | hockey | also enjoys |
| 482 | honesty | biggest word in AA |
| Jim's Story - Dr. Jim S, Washington DC | ||
| 483 | AA's first black gp | originator of |
| 483-6 | Virginia | born in |
| 483 | Negro | |
| 483 | 1st Baptist Church | |
| 485-7,490 | Vi | my wife, married 30 years |
| 485 | the South | father came out of |
| 485 | surgery | author's profession |
| 486 | the southern "cracker" | (slang) |
| 486,490 | Washington DC | author went through school in |
| 486 | Howard University | author attended |
| 486 | the Depression | |
| 489-90 | North Carolina | I went South -dry county |
| 491 | James S | who police asked for (him) |
| 492 | Seattle | went to work |
| 492 | Pennsylvania | wound up in a steel mill here |
| 493-5 | Ella G | met while repairing outlet and got into AA |
| 493 | Jim S | (author) |
| 494 | AA, sponsor | Ella didn't say anything abt - talked to wife first |
| 494-5 | Charlie G | my sponsor, was white |
| 495 | 1st meeting of colored group in AA |
Charlie & 3-4 others met at Ella G's mothers house |
| 495 | YMCA | got room for meetings at -Friday nights |
| 495 | white gps in Wash. DC | got help & guidance from |
| 496 | 12 Step work | |
| Our Southern Friend - Fitz M, Washington, DC | ||
| 497 | Episcopal minister |
father |
| 497 | Old Maud | father's horse for buggy |
| 497 | ? | Let your light so shine before men that they may see your good works |
| 498 | John Barleycorn | (slang for alcohol) |
| 498 | hail fellow well met | (slang) |
| 498 | "Hail Hail the gang's all here" | (Song) |
| 498 | Sweet Adeline | (song) |
| 499 | eat drink and be merry | (phrase) |
| 499 | Armistice | (end of WW 1) |
| 500 | tuberculosis | if don't give up inside work |
| 500 | George | the elevator boy |
| 500 | Good old Charlie | drinking partner |
| 502-5 | Towns Hosp. | in hospital for alcoholics (in NY p.505) |
| 503 | ?Hank P. | one comes back -tells of sober men in New York |
| 504 | Who are you to say there is no God? | |
| 504 | prayer | |
| 504 | Bill & Lois | some men & women come to visit my friend |
| 505 | New York | wife come to -he gets out of hospital |
| 506 | constructive acts of love | |
| 507 | strength has come from weakness | (SLOGAN) |
| 507 | truth shall make us free | (slogan) |
| The Prisoner Freed - ? | ||
| 508 | prison | in for 20 years |
| 508 | Homicide Court | |
| 508 | Old Tombs Prison | |
| 509 | Sing Sing | |
| 509 | Dannemora in Adirondacks | |
| 509 | Wallkill | "a so called rehabilitation center" |
| 509-11 | AA | first exposed at Wallkill |
| 509 | Matteawan | and many other mental institutions |
| 510-11 | some of old crowd | -got drunk |
| Desperation Drinking - Pat M, NYC | ||
| 512 | AA | fortunate AA is available |
| 512 | 3 years ago | came to AA |
| 512 | sponsor | (joke) |
| 513 | blackouts | |
| 513 | 6 month pattern |
former employer -pointed out |
| 513 | Pat | (author) |
| 513 | Army | he went into |
| 513 | New York | came back to |
| 513 | Ireland | came from as youngster |
| 514 | binges | |
| 514 | misery parade | |
| 515 | half drunk | wasn't the type that got .. |
| 515 | DT's | |
| 515 | Alanon House | (AA group before dropping the 'n') introduced to AA |
| 515 | 1st Step | |
| 516 | dry jitters | (slang) |
| 516 | jump in with both feet | (slogan) |
| 516 | 12 Steps | |
| 516 | slogans | -Easy Does It, |
| The Career Officer - Sackwille M, Dublin, Ireland | ||
| 517 | British officer, Irish | |
| 517 | Jesuits | public school run by ... |
| 517 | Indian Civil Service | |
| 517 | Germany | year in school here -drunk 1st time |
| 518 | Dublin University | 2 years school here |
| 518 | Sandhurst | British Military College -1916 |
| 518 | WW 1 | the war was on |
| 518 | France | |
| 518-9 | Germany | about a year occupation after war |
| 518 | England | |
| 518 | Army (British) | |
| 519 | India | |
| 519 | Abyssinian war | |
| 519-20 | Egypt | stationed there |
| 520 | Palestine | |
| 520 | Suez Canal | |
| 520 | WW 2 | Hitler's war broke out |
| 521 | Sudan, Egypt | in hospital in both |
| 521 | fortnight's blackout | (two weeks) |
| 522 | London, Ireland | |
| 522 | geography cures | |
| 522-4 | Dublin | 1941 |
| 522 | hospitals, retreats & doctors |
went to ... |
| 523 | 28 April 1947 | (his sobriety date) |
| 523 | Evening Mail | remembered AA story in |
| 523 | Dublin Group | met on Monday nights then -1st mtg. |
| 524 | Benzedrine | |
| 524 | paraldehyde | |
| 524 | Phenobarbital | |
| 524 | Country Shop restaurant | (where Dublin Group met) |
| Another Chance - ? | ||
| 526 | black, Afro American | |
| 526 | prison | |
| 526 | judge |
-sent me to AA for month |
| 526 | Mother's Aid | (precursor of AFDC?) |
| 527 | suicide | tried many times |
| 527 | blackout | stole fur coat & sold it |
| 527 | prison | got 12 years |
| 527-8 | AA | found in prison |
| 528 | Negroes | only 5 Negroes in AA in my city |
| 528 | AA convention | |
| He Who Loses His Life - E.B. 'Bob' R. | ||
| 531 | playwright | author's profession |
| 531 | suicidal drinking | |
| 531-2 | Bob | (author of story) |
| 532 | my proud southern blood | |
| 532-3 | self pity | |
| 533 | Virgil | captain of football couldn't translate |
| 534 | Edna St. Vincent Millay | (quote: Pity the heart ..) |
| 534 | my secret garden | crutch, excuse, escape from life (self pity) |
| 534 | grown up brains, childish emotions | (slogan) |
| 535 | the purpose of life | |
| 536 | Shaw | (quote: Christ crucified every generation..) |
| 536,542 | jail | 9 times |
| 536,542 | alcoholic ward | overnight twice |
| 536 | a "special" person | |
| 537 | Philistine | if he were sober, I put him down as .. |
| 537 | my motto | a little man with a stick is equal to a big man |
| 537 | Paramount Theatre, Times Sq. | |
| 538 | New York | |
| 539 | Jail | 5 consecutive Friday nights |
| 539 | -promised to quit |
on grave of beloved sister |
| 539 | AA | exposed to AA once |
| 540 | New York | back to big city |
| 541 | ? | plumber in nearby town |
| 541 | ? | worked with to get group started |
| 542 | only 1 law, only 2 sins | |
| 542-3 | paradox | (mentions 3) |
| 543 | joy of living | |
| Freedom From Bondage - Wynn L | ||
| 544 | (slogan) | drinking was "a symptom of deeper trouble" |
| 544 | (slogan) | get down to "causes and conditions" |
| 544 | AA | |
| 544 | (slogan) | I am the result of the way I reacted to what happened |
| 544 | (slogan) | match calamity with serenity |
| 544 | Florida | |
| 547 | alcohol | in .. I found a false courage |
| 547 | (phrase) |
fell in love with alcoholic |
| 548 | skid row | inevitable end would be |
| 549 | my last drunk | |
| 549 | jail | went to for second time |
| 549 | AA | |
| 549 | first AA meeting |
-8 years ago |
| 549 | sedation or narcotics | I take no |
| 550 | ? | AA members who sponsored me |
| 550 | H.O.W. | the program works |
| 550 | the AA book | |
| 550 | 12 Steps | |
| 550 | willingness | to believe |
| 550 | (slogan) | restore us to sanity |
| 551 | rationalization | (defined) |
| 551 | John 13:16-18 | (quote) "happy are ye who know these things and do them" |
| 551 | rash of self will | |
| 551 | spiritual experiences | |
| 551-2 | resentment | |
| 552 | (sick man's prayer) | (explained) |
| A Taught Him to Handle Sobriety - Bob P | ||
| 554 | (slogan) | AA does not teach how to handle drinking, teaches how to handle sobriety |
| 554 | first drink |
my father -gave when 13 |
| 554 | (slogan) | no great trick to stop drinking; trick is to stay stopped |
| 554 | Kansas | raised in |
| 555 | New York | moved to upon graduation to pursue career |
| 555-6 | boy wonder | |
| 555 | Navy | joined -ensign, wrote speeches for admirals later |
| 555 | self help books | |
| 555-6 | (list of things tried) | self help books, religion, swore off, switched to wine then ale, then vodka |
| 557 | badly enlarged liver | |
| 557 | cirrhosis | |
| 558 | esophageal hemorrhage | doctor warned of |
| 558 | Chicago | where it happened 1st time |
| 559 | Dr. Harry Tiebout | psychiatrist -doctor sent him to |
| 559 | General Service Board | Tiebout was trustee on board of |
| 559 | AA | |
| 559 | sponsor | got one & began attending meetings |
| 559 | drunk farm | drying out on a |
| 559 | Big Book | read |
| 559 | Grapevine | read |
| 560 | 4th & 5th Steps | |
| 560 | (slogan) | one day at a time |
| 560 | Serenity Prayer | (quoted, partially) |
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Appendices |
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| I. The AA Tradition | ||
| 566 | Tradition 6 (long form) | dividing the material from the spiritual |
| 566 | Tradition 7 (long form) | prudent reserves |
| 567 | Tradition 8 (long form) | 12 Step work -never to be paid for |
| 567 | Tradition 9 (long form) | rotating leadership, central or intergroup committee, General Service office, AA Grapevine |
| 567 | Tradition 10 (long form) | politics, alcohol reform, sectarian religion |
| 567 | Tradition 11 (long form) | advertising, pictures as AA members |
| II. Spiritual Experience | ||
| 569 | Spiritual Experience | |
| 569 | God consciousness | |
| 569 | William James | |
| 570 | essentials of recovery | honesty and open mindedness |
| 570 | Herbert Spencer | |
| III. Medical View of AA | ||
| 571 | Dr. Silkworth | |
| 571 | Medical Society of NY | |
| 571 | Dr. Kirby Collier | |
| 571 | recovery rate of 50-60% | |
| 571 | Dr. Harry Tiebout | |
| 572 | Dr. WW Bauer | |
| 572 | American Medical Assoc | 1946 |
| 572 | Dr. John Stouffer | at .. |
| 572 | Philadelphia General Hosp. | |
| 572 | American Psychiatric Assoc | |
| 572 | American Journal of Psychiatry | Nov. 1949 |
| 572 | "3 Talks to Medical Societies by Bill W" / "Bill on Alcoholism" / "Alcoholism the Illness" | |
| IV. The Lasker Award | ||
| 573 | Lasker Award | |
| 573 | American Public Health Assoc | |
| V. Religious View on AA | ||
| 574 | Edward Dowling, SJ | |
| 574 | Queen's Work | Catholic journal |
| 574 | Catholic Church | |
| 574 | The Living Church | Episcopal magazine |
| 574 | John D Rockefeller, Jr. | |
| 574 | Dr. Harry Emerson Fosdick | |
| VI. How to Get In Touch With AA | ||
| 575 | intergroup associations | |
| 575 | General Service Board | |
| 575 | General Service Office | |
| 575 | AA Grapevine | |
| 575 | Box 459 | |
| 575 | Al-Anon Family Groups | |
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