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Q - Can the Twelve Steps be compared to the
Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius?
A - In 1941, I visited St. Louis and Father Ed Dowling met me at the
field. This was a blistering day and he had come to bring me to the (Jesuit)
Sodality Headquarters. I was struck by the delightful informality. Of course I
had never been to such a place before. I had been raised in a small Vermont
village, Yankee style. Happily there was no bigotry in my grandfather who raised
me but neither was there much religious contact or understanding. So here I was
in some kind of a monastery. Even then, believe it or not, I still toyed with
the notion that Catholicism was somehow a superstition of the Irish!
Then Father Ed and his Jesuit partners commenced to ask me questions. They
wanted to know about the recently published A.A. book and especially about AA's
Twelve Steps. To my surprise they had supposed that I must have had a Catholic
education. They seemed doubly surprised when I informed them that at the age of
eleven I had quit the Congregational Sunday School because my teacher had asked
me to sign a temperance pledge. This had been the extent of my religious
education.
More questions were asked about AA's Twelve Steps. I explained how a few years
earlier some of us had been associated with the Oxford Groups; that we had
picked up from these good people the ideas of self-survey, confession,
restitution, helpfulness to others and prayer, ideas that we might have got in
many other quarters as well. After our withdrawal from the Oxford Groups, these
principles and attitudes had been formed into a word-of-mouth program, to which
we had added a step of our own to the effect "that we were powerless over
alcohol." Our Twelve Steps were the result of my effort to define more sharply
and elaborate upon these word-of-mouth principles so that the alcoholic readers
would have a more specific program: that there could be no escape from what we
deemed to be the essential principles and attitudes. This had been my sole idea
in their composition. This enlarged version of our program had been set down
rather quickly - perhaps in twenty or thirty minutes - on a night when I had
been very badly out of sorts. Why the Steps were written down in the order in
which they appear today and just why they were worded as they are, I have no
idea.
Following this explanation of mine, my new Jesuit friends pointed to a chart
that hung on the wall. They explained that this was a comparison between the
Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius and the Twelve Steps of Alcoholics
Anonymous, that, in principle, this correspondence was amazingly exact. I
believe they also made the somewhat startling statement that spiritual
principles set forth in our Twelve Steps appear in the same order that they do
in the Ignatius Exercises.
In my abysmal ignorance, I actually inquired, "Please tell me - who is this
fellow Ignatius?"
While of course the Twelve Steps of Alcoholics Anonymous contain nothing new,
there seems no doubt that this singular and exact identification with the
Ignatius Exercises has done much to make the close and fruitful relation that we
now enjoy with the Church. (The 'Blue Book'©, Vol.12, 1960)
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