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Q - How did the connection between the
Rockefeller's and Alcoholics Anonymous develop?
A - After the meeting in Akron in the Fall of 1937, I went back to New York as
we say, all steamed up. I then made the dismal discovery that the very rich who
had the money that we needed had not the slightest interest in drunks, they just
didn't give a damn. I solicited and I solicited and I became very worried. I
even approached the Rockefeller Foundation, you know, I figured John D. would
have an interest in alcoholism, sociology, medicine and religion and this should
just fit the bill. But no, we didn't fit into any category with the Rockefeller
Foundation and they felt a little poor at the time what with the depression.
One day I'm in my brother-in-law's office, he a doctor. I was moaning about the
stinginess of the rich, our need for money and how it looked like this thing
wasn't going to go anywhere. He said, "Have you tried the Rockefeller
Foundation." And I told him that I had. "Well," he said, "it might help if you
saw Mr. Rockefeller personally." I said, "Dr. Winn, I don't want to seem
facetious, but could you recommend me to the Prince of Wales, he might help out
too." And then came one of those strange turns of fate, if you like, or
providence, if you prefer and the slender thread was this, My brother-in-law the
doctor sat there scratching his head and he said, "When I was a young fellow I
used to go to school with a girl and I think the girl had a uncle and it seemed
to me that his name was Willard Richardson and it seems he was a pretty old guy
and he might be dead now but it does seem to me that he had something to do with
the Rockefeller charities. Supposing I call the Rockefeller offices and see if
he is around and if he would remember me. He called this dear old gentleman on
the phone, one of the greatest nonalcoholic friends that A.A. ever had.
Immediately he remembered my brother-in-law and said, "Leonard where have you
been all these years. I'd love to see you."
Unlike me, my brother-in-law is a man of very few words and he rather tensely
explained that he had a relative who was trying to help alcoholics and was
making some headway and could we come over to Mr. Rockefeller's offices and talk
about it. "Why certainly," said the old man, and soon we were in the presence of
this wonderful Christian gentleman who was incredibly one of John D's closest
friends. When I saw that I thought that now we are really getting close to the
bankroll and the old man asked me a few shrewd questions and I told the yarn so
far as it had been spun. Then he said, "Mr. Wilson, would you like to come to
lunch with me early next week." Oh boy, would I. Now we were really getting
warm. So we had lunch and at the lunch he said, "I know of three or four fellows
who would be real interested in this. I'll get a meeting together with them as
they are friends or are associated with Mr. Rockefeller and some were recently
on a committee, which
recently recommended the discontinuance of the prohibition experiment.
So presently, several of us alcoholics,
Smitty and a couple from Akron, some of the boys from New York, found ourselves
sitting in the company of these friends of Mr. Rockefeller in Mr. Rockefeller's
private boardroom. In fact, In fact I was told that I was sitting in a chair
that Mr. Rockefeller had sat in only a half-hour before. I though, now we are
really getting hot.
Well, we were nonplussed, a little lost for words, so each of us alkies just
started telling his story. Our new friends listened with rapt attention and then
with reluctance and modesty I brought up the subject of money and at once you
see that God has worked through many people to shape our destiny. At once, Mr.
Scott who had sat at the head of the table said, "I am deeply impressed and
moved by what has been said here but aren't you boys afraid that if you had
money you might create a professional class, aren't you afraid that the
management of plants, properties and hospitals would distract you from your
purely good will aims." Well, we admitted, we had certainly thought of those
difficulties. They had been urged upon us by some of our own members, but we
felt that the risk of not doing these things was greater than the risk of doing
at least some of them. "At least," we said, "Mr. Scott, this society needs a
book in which we can record our experience so that the alcoholics at a distance
can know what has happened."
One of the gentlemen said that he would go out to Akron and we kind of steered
him that way as the mortgage on the Smith's house was bigger than mine and he
went out to Akron and came back with a glowing report which Mr. Richardson
placed in front of Mr. Rockefeller. This marked another turning point. After
hearing the story and reading the report on Akron Group No.1, Mr. Rockefeller
expressed his deep interest and feelings about us. "But Dick," he said, "If we
give these fellows real money its going to spoil them and it will change the
whole complexion. Maybe you fellows think it needs money and if you do go ahead
and get them up some." He said, "I'll tell you what I'll do, I'll put a small
sum in the Riverside Church treasury and you can draw it out and at least try to
help these two men for a while but this thing should be self sustaining. Money,
Dick, will spoil it." What a profound realization. God did not work through us
but through Mr. Rockefeller whose every interest we had actually claimed from
that moment. This man who had devoted his life to giving away money said "not
this time." And he never did give us real money, praise God. (Chicago, Ill.,
February1951)
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